Life is a maze And Love is a riddle

Hi I'm Maddy.
I believe that you can't love someone until you love yourself. I think that if you need a hug, you have to ask, i think that the world should be your canvas, you paint it bright or dark, flimsy and whimsical or plain and exact, i want to think that i am more then just one personin place where you can get lost so easily. i want to travel the world, and see more things now then i ever could tomorrow. I want to think that i am good enough for someone out there, i want to have lots of laughs with whoever you are, and i want to be convinced of this thing called love. I dont believe in love because i watched two people tear eachother down my whole life, so finding love is like finding a unicorn who poops rainbows and eats candycanes. But if you are willing to show me differntly, i am open to accepting defeat. So i am Maddy, and i think for now, i am okay with being me.